those were the days...

Today saw lady in the lift wearing the same watch i had and the bus ticket was somehows attached to it in the same way i used to do while travelling to the office two and a half years ago.
Got nostalgic and went into the flash back thinking the way i used to stay and save money.
Used to avoid unneccessory karcha ..
i remember how i used to get up early make my food and rush to the bus stop , wait for the bus for half n hour to arrive, and getting into the crowded one where i used to struggle just to get a foot space step on to the last stair of the bus. gosh !! today i feel was scary and irritating..

Those were the days when i was more happier , cos i earned less expected less..
today i earn three times i used to and expectations have sored high.....



to be contd.....

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Quite a painful post after a long time though I expected to have a grand bang with most of the new things at my end.. But , sadly today had no choice left but to vomit ..

Was listening to “beetein lamhe sung by KK I lowe this song. A nice track for those times when one gets nostalgic. Today I desperately want to sit alone along the beach and cry my heart out. Just cry as much as I can.. at times crying is so important.

NP tells me that its been quite a time that I should not waste my brain on things which are no more important infact why only she whole lot of ppl say the same thing .. But somehows m unable to understand accept few changes that life has offerd me..

Dunno whether m making sense or not. Nowadays nothing makes sense to me ..Like a teenager I keep on listening this one for the 3rd time


Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2Beete lamheinnnnn
[Chand lamhaat ke vaaste hi sahiMushkura kar mili thi mujhe zindagi]2
Teri aagosh din the mere kateTeri baaahon mein thi mere raatien kati
Aaj bhi jab woh pal mujhko yaad aate hain
Dil se saare gumo ko bhoola jate hai
[Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate haiBeete lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2
Beete lamheinnnnn
[Mere kandhein mein sar ko Jukana Tera
Mere sene mein khud ko chupana teraa]2
Aake mere panaho mein shaam-o-seher
Kanch ki trah woh tut jana tera
Aaj bhi jab woh manzar nazar aate hai
Dil ki viraniyon ko mita jate hai
[Dard mein bhi yeh lab muskura jaate hai
Beet lamhein humein jab bhi yaad aate hai]2
Beete lamheinnnnnDard Mein …..Beete lamheinnnnn

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@ Silicon City..

Few Updates :

-Have completed 20 days here , 25 more to go apprx.. Missing Mumbai, My Flat,bro,friends ,all n above Food ..
Also, have realised that i become so restless without few ppl around .. and they know that ..
-My finger is healing , doc said my pretty finger doesn't need a second surgery.. :) Thankgod!!
- Work is completely Crazy , and am enjoying it thoroughly :) It's so much of fun werking with different teams.. and traveling too :)
- The project is going just fine ... Boss too isn't complaining ...
- I have found a smile here , which attracts my attention all the time and is a big motivation factor ;) (naughty *wink) but nothing like shahid ...
- & leaving everything aside i lowwwee Shhharrruukkhhh !! He is the Best !! :)

Hey did i mention Life's Good :)

Laterzzz .....

Out of Place.. II

We ladies started discussing on the latest rohit bal dress T was wearing that night , oh btw , T happens to be A’s cousin sis who looks at me a utter distaste (cos of his lowe for his bro, and my chemistry with A) anyways the party began , and some nice hip hop and jive/salsa numbers were making me impatient to just go on the floor a shake a leg .. before I could think next , A took me on the floor and we had some salsa steps , not bad at all , after 16 weeks must say am the master heheehe !!

Got a naughty wink from S , she knew I was grabbing lot of attention and enjoying it..

T was 2 down comes to me , n asks about my other intetests raising one eyebrow. Oh Man ! how do ppl manage to raise one eyebrow like that ? It has always taken my attention , the amazing facial motor or something , I cannot do that , though I tried hard , ended having some cartoon expressions HUH !!

Thankfully A comes for the rescue , without even saying a words I moved out to find a palce where I could hear the music and just enjoy my mocktail.. J


Comfortably seated on a chair near to the pool P & I started chit chatting our favorite topic Music what else ? music was flowing … suddenly a dude enters ,P tells me she has just met him and they excuse themselves to spend sometime…

So here I am almost single , and know almost no one , decided to cool off and fix myself into that chair…


And that night Robbie Williams sings for me :”I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins, going to waste..”

Out of Place..

Checked the watch was 1400 hrs.. gosh !! my stomache giving me signals that it needs refueling its high time… I just locked my lappy , and rushed to grab a bite … Received a text from S to know what time am I getting free from the werk today , suddenly realised oh we have planned to meet up at a club … which is better known to S and A ,they are the regulars… Although am bit uncomfy at these places , just feel out of place , but still go becos of the two and the blackmailing I get from them.. ;)


Neck deep in work , I winded up as soon as I could and rushed home to get ready ,confused as to what is the dress code ( Me going to a so called club for the very first time), Called up S to enquire whether a pair of jeans and a casual top will do, and she said babes we are going to a club dress in a skirt or some mature attire … what is that ??
HUH !!

Anyways tried as many permutations and combi in my mind will on my way home… Finally , wore a a nice A line skirt with cuts on both the sides with a traditional kurti .. ofcourse matching accessories … Hope it satisfies a mature dress criteria that I was told…

Touch up done , was waiting for A to come and pick me up from my place . Not even 10 min and he was there all set for party .. weekday pe party karne ka apna hi maza hai especially on a wed night :D

In the car we discussed all werk related boring issues …. And also some new launched music albums…

We reached the destination “club” and were looking out for the remaining friends to come..

Finally ,we all met and entered a table was already booked …

Contd…

Go take a walk ..!

Was about to leave for home , tring tring mobile rings and i see a familiar number flashing of a friend , hello!! was asked whether i would join him for dinner ? not so much of thinking said yes .. called up home to inform i wont be there for dinner ..

In an hours time reached the decided place , "Just Around the corner" Bandra ..Oh ! i love this place , food ofcourse being the one ,but b'cos of the crowd it has... " anyways though it was all packed ,still managed to find him..

After all necessary hi's and hugs done , i found a comfortable place for me , so that i am away from all that smoky hearts ;)

This fellow i am really comfy talking on anything and everything ... Cos we have loads of topic to talk on rather than same cliche' topics...That's the most interesting thing we find in each other...

Happily married for 3 years ..he is telling me now i should too think of marriage and look around for a suitable match ... and the argument started on how most of men want their spouse to be !!so, i need to change my self ..

After the dinner on my way back , was thinking !! Is there something wrong with me and women like me ??

No i have just not completed my grads and joined a cooking class , painting class , dancing class etc.. and waiting for my parents and other relatives to find a suitable matrimony ..

ladki sunder sushil hai .. graduation kiya hai , aur silai-bunai bhi janti hai ...

I am a qualified post graduate with all these n much more ... highest being i speak my mind , m financially independent , have my own opinions , interact people of my choice , don't like asking for every silly thing to my partner 'darling can you please help me out? which i know give lot of men that ego boost .

I can handle things on my own.. In spite of my profession that gives me chance to travel and interact with variety of people , party with them , i still know how to manage home , respect elders and of course just be a gharelu wife when m not working ... Isn't it enough or is it too much for a man to handle... ??

Am too shocked with my fellow friend who tells me that at the end of the day no matter how much/many women a Man interacts with , no matter how qualified , intelligent they are , at home he needs a dumb female to look after his house ,and is involved in production of kids ..

Sorry i don't buy this !! Men with this kind of thinking can please go take a walk .... huh !!

I have no reason to play dumb ...

New Years - To do Intentions

New Year Intentions :

Why Intentions not resolutions.. cos I really have the intentions to do it ..

To Do List

· Time Management .. For sure
· Will try to be a better individual
· Organising my important papers so that I get them on time when I need them
· Travel atleast to 5 new places
· Learn how to make pasta , kadi , cake :) rest m master u see :D
· Will write and update my blog religiously/ regularly
· Will continue my yoga classes
· Will join photography class for sure , been pending since last year
· Finding a boyfriend with a brain and spinal cord has been tough , but will carry on.. jahan chah hai wahan raah hai :)
· Wil spend more time in reading.
· Will try to save more money .. that does not mean cutting down my expenses but will find ways to increase my income ;)
· Will try new hairstyles ;)

Not to do :
· Will not think on irrelevant matters
· Will not chew my nails , after all , somebody has introduced me to the concept of a nail cutter :)
· Will not get up late in the morning